This sounds rather pathetic but I feel rejected by my child.
The child I’d gone to hell and back for. The child I love with all my heart. The child I’d sacrificed my life for. The child I could not imagine I’d be a mother to (because I didn’t think I’d be a mother). The child who doesn’t like to sleep. The child who now whines more than laughs.
Yes my child.
This very child prefers his dad though. His face lights up when his dad enters the room. His face lights up when he sees his dad comes through the door when he finishes work. He cries and whines and screams when he can’t see his dad. No amount of love nor cuddles from his mother could comfort him. The only thing that can turn the sad face into a smiley face is his dad.
How do I feel about this? I feel sad. I feel hurt. I feel rejected. I feel incompetent.
I ask myself where did I go wrong? Why does my child reject me?
I don’t have an answer. He just prefers his dad.
No matter what it is, I am still his mother.
I still love him no matter what.